the beginning...

yesterday was the day i took jesse to the airport. to me its still a reality. soon i hope for it to be just a memory. its a new year. a year that my husband will spend thousands of miles away. it feels so surreal. we've been separated anywhere from a week to five months at a time for most of our relationship. i've seen him twenty-four days in the past ninety. but as i watched him walk away and through security yesterday i just couldn't process a year. i guess that means i have a year to get used to it. i hope i can use this year to spend some serious time with God. that my goal at least. we'll see how it goes...