can't sleep.

yep i'm propped up in bed because i can't seem to fall asleep. the only difference between tonight and almost every other night is that tonight i have my dear husband beside me. its nice to have him home. his leave is about half gone. i take him back to the airport january 2nd. i'm nervous...i'd be lying if i said i wasn't. i'm not sure how the year without him here will go. but for now i will just find joy in watching him play video games as i try to drift off to sleep. lol you won't hear me say that about the video games very often i can guarantee that.