what is to come...

so its been ten days since jesse left. he comes home in thirteen days. almost half way. in fact, he comes home the night before we plan to become husband and wife. yes indeed october 30th is the big day. people say i seem so calm and not really that excited but i am excited. it just doesn't seem real. i don't think i will feel nervous or really excited until i see him on the 29th. i just thought everyone would like to know our plans. we are thrilled. we don't have everyone's blessing but if we have God's, then we have all we need.