About time

So I have been promising for a very long time that I would post on here so I feel it's finally time for me to live up to that promise and also let everyone else know whats going on in life from myself. So life is going about as well as it can for someone counting down their last days of freedom. This is likely how someone on death row must feel. Even thought it is not the end of the world when I leave, it is the end of this phase of my life cause more then likely on my return I will have changed. I hope in only small ways but to everyone else who has missed those changes as I went throught them it may seem like I'm a new person. I just hope that it will be a better person. I plan to use this time that im gone for prayer and growing closer to God. Though as I have said once before I still plan to keep a good destance away I'm not ready to get to close too him, just a better realtionship with him. Bowing at his feet seems alittle to much for me right now. As far as those of you that are worried about me. Do not fear for me to much. In my heart i feel God has more planned for me here state side. All I ask is that you support me while I'm gone and most of all support Danielle. I will have enought on my plate to keep me from worrying, mostly worrying about Danielle and my fellow Squad members. So my request is that you reading this help and pray for Danielle. She may not need that much help but I ask that you be an open ear for her to talk to instead of a mouth that talks to her. Keep us in your prayers too as it will be a long and hard time for us. Thank you.