another goodbye.

so i took hubby back to the airport eight days ago. this time we ran on time and i got to walk to the gate with him. i definitely miss him. it still feels surreal. not only am i absolutely amazed that i had him home for a whole fifteen days but at the same time i can't believe he's gone again. i know i should be more than used to him being gone and i am but with an inconsistency in schedule its taking longer than usual to get back to a "without hubby" routine. since school is out for the semester and i'll be picking up an absolutely wonderful second job (one day a week) my weekly routine is in transition. plus this will be the last week of small groups until school starts again. all of these unknowns make it harder for me to deal with hubby being gone. but my schedule should work out in a couple of weeks and all will be well.