last night.

last night did not go well. jesse and i ended up...well i wouldn't call it a fight but it wasn't good. things are just so overwhelming right now and its only going to get worse. uhg. at least there's only like two weeks left of classes. thats nice. but classes ending means finals. i just need to see him again. hug him. hear his voice in person and not over a static phone connection. i need to feel his hand in mine. i need him...its that simple. i think its hard because i know that in a little over a week i will be home. its weird but knowing he'll be home soon just makes it that much harder. i can accept knowing he won't be here but i seem to have problems with the few days before he comes home. sounds crazy but i guess it makes sense. i don't know...